Allison Holker shares “flaws” of late husband Twitch

Allison Holker Reflecting on how the view of her late husband changes after his death Steven “twitched” the boss.
“I think I really grew a lot from the losses caused by the loss, not comparing with others because when I lost Steven (my already deceased husband, two years ago), the things I missed were what he might think of, he might think of his flaws,” Holker, 37, interludes in the “between us” episode on Sunday, May 18. “Or things he thought about, like, 'Oh, sorry if it's annoying, or, 'I do this,' or something like that,' these are my weird habits.' But these are the things I wish I could come back.”
Holk recalls that the couple died in Twitch in 2022 from suicide, nine years after he died, and he always jokes that he would drop the lid off the toothpaste.
“It's so annoying, toothpaste will be all over our sink. But I miss it.” “He'll leave his stuff everywhere, and I miss that mess sometimes, do you know what I mean? He thinks something is a bad habit, he thinks that bad things – we think about ourselves are bad – but these things are things you miss someone because it makes them unique.”
The boss welcomed his son Maddox and daughter Zaia in 2016 and 2019, and died prematurely with Holker. (Holker is also the mom of 16-year-old daughter Weslie, who welcomed her in her previous relationships.)
A few years after the boss's death, Holker in her memoir, Holker This far: My story about love, loss and embracing light. The boss's family, including mother Connie boss Alexandercontinues to oppose Holk's claims and claims they will seek “legal counsel” in her memoirs.
“As a family, despite Stephen’s death, despite her disrespect and evasion actions, we repeatedly show sympathy for Alison,” Alexander’s February statement read in part. “Her portrayal of Stephen seems to reshape his story into a narrative that aligns with her perspective.”
In January, Holk talked about the play in his statement.
“I hope that by sharing our full story, maybe I can help others who might see themselves or loved ones in Stephen,” she wrote. “When sharing, I hope they might be able to catch some of the red flags I missed, it’s too late.”
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